perspective

its been 2 years, just like that.

thought i'd never wear long pants, thought i'd never take over the unit, thought i'd never study triple science.

so much progress has been made.. from that shy primary 6 boy.. to a shy secondary 3 boy.

so optimistic in sec 1.. and now i'm just a weary sec 3. hm.

all i wanted in sec 1 was to pump people when i take over, and thought life would be heaven when i take over. to be honest, i joined NP for the cca points. i never wanted the top job, never wanted to acheive, just a slack post for me.

what a difference. somewhat.

here i am now, with some sort of acheivement in shooting, and my application for vice-chairman still pending. now, the power to pump dosen't seem like anything useful or big anymore. in fact, i find it useless. with such a big workload in sec 3, we have so much more to worry about rather than fantasize about making people sweat and suffer.

we've been through 3 sets of NCOs, and we're next in line. epiphany. i'll just accept what comes my way, maybe with a pinch of salt.

back to present, and i have a pile of math and chemistry waiting to be done. yay.

physics test postponed to next tuesday :D!

tomorrows our practice shoot, at tanglin, before our classification next tuesday.

i'll have to sit for the physics test before the classification shoot, so its nothing to be happy about.

i just realised i have to pon chem&physics to go for classification. omfg. of all lessons. nvm.

gotta go,

the worlds on fire, literally.