sighs.

end of the world.

i slept at 8pm yesterday.

wasn't supposed to. planned to just rest for like 10 minutes. the worst part is that i dreamt i woke up, did all my work, watched TV and slept. and i really woke up when i dreamt i slept. at 6am. sigh.

stayed for briefing for NPAP 'guide' yesterday until 5.30. i thought they said it was gonna be 'short'. had to cancle tuition, and my tutor was already at my house for an hour.

had math test today. very easy. A math results are crappy, 14/20. could've got 18/20 if i didn't divide 16/4 wrongly, and write 7 instead of 2.

lecture during NP was quite fun. then had 'sports day rehearsal' which i repeatedly declined to join, earlier and today. staff lin chun was like, 'i need 6 ppl to join NPAP'..'SEAN.' but i still didn't join.. but we had to march as GoH cause the real GoH wasn't there. started marching, dunno what jitkai was doing, and suddenly everyone's co-ordination was omg..

after NP got the list of people for .22 revolver competition. captain .. but its just a title. training is everyday. haha. then ms lee went, 'some people the drills not bad ah, but never join parade' then i was stoning.. then she said HOR? while staring at me so i gave her the ._. look... then she said, 'why? isit cannot join 2 things at once? do drill alread after that cannot run ah?' hahaha. then she told linchun that i volunteered to go... 'YOU VOLUNTEER RIGHT? RIGHT?!??!!?!'
i just went uhh..

oh well. just when i thought i could take a break during unit stand down. thought i could work on my crappy results.. but cca shouldn't be an excuse for bad academics. its all in the head, its all in the head. chem test tomorrow, 2.4 on friday, NPAP on saturday, 200m finals next week. ah.

bye, cruel world.

at least i'm back on track, seemingly.