Hey.
Just walked home from J8,
because after missing 3 buses while crossing the overhead bridge,
I gave up on Singapore's public transport.
So then I walked home instead of stoning.

Sometimes, taking the longer route can be more rewarding.
On the way home, I saw a shooting star.. haha.
No matter how fast it passed me by,
it was beautiful.
I made a wish out loud, so that the world would hear it.

And I reached home before any of the 3 buses even passed me.
Haha.


Anyway, theres only one thing I want to say about today.
and thats sorry to Jebsen and Jitkai.
Sorry for blasting at Jebsen for the thumbknots on the ponchos,
and for going over to team two's pitch to yell at Jitkai for the inaccurate boundary.
I agree with what Jeffery*** said during debrief.
Thanks to my team for stopping me.

I understand that you guys have been putting your 100% into trainings,
and that some mistakes aren't intentional.
And there are many other factors which contributed to the mistakes we made,
not just the ponchos or the boundary.

Terry told me that I shouldn't have shouted at Jitkai,
because Jitkai wasn't the only one who pitched the boundary,
he helped Jitkai too.

Thats why I agreed with Jeffrey****,
that instead of finding excuses of mistakes or problems,
we should get down to solving them instead, even if that factor contributed to the mistake.

So yeah, sorry guys.
and I am not scary when I'm angry.
I've not been feeling like myself lately,
very...frustrated.

But thats no excuse.
Sigh.